Brothers

I was about to check on the boys again after tucking them into bed when I heard them talking. I made a quick decision to listen rather than interrupt their sweet conversation.
As I was listening these are the different things they were talking about, Parker was usually the one to keep changing the subject.
Hey Tyson would it be awesome if I had a skateboard? Sure Parker.
What if our house was made of ice?
Penguins.
Olympics.
Sprinklers.
Slip'n slide.
It was so wonderful to listen to them getting along without me there asking them to be nice to each other. I am really glad that I took the 10 minutes time to just listen to my sweet boys outside their room.
I love Tyson & Parker so much and am so grateful they are my boys!

Mommy Moment

This morning I was apparently really tired when Tyson came in to my room because this was our conversation.

I remember Tyson saying mom and touching my shoulder like he does every morning, but usually around 6am. I immediately thought to myself Steve should have left for work 15 minutes ago, I looked at Tyson in a panic saying why haven't you left for work? I went on to say you are going to be late & I believe I apologized to him (Tyson) for not hearing his alarm. At that point I noticed Tyson Just staring at me like I was some crazy person, which I have to admit, I was. I then realized it was Tyson and he just started to laugh which then made me laugh. Tyson goes on to say, "mom, I think you are really tired."

I love being a mom but it can be a bit exhausting some days!

Blessings

Yesterday I was on my way to a doctor appointment alone which, as a mom doesn’t happen very often. As I was driving in silence a wonderful thought was brought to mind and I feel very strongly that I needed to write this down for my kids and anyone else that it might help.

During the course of starting a family Steve and I have lost 6 babies. We lost 2 before having Tyson, 2 before Parker, & 2 before Chloe. All but 1 of these miscarriages and 1 demise were during the second trimester up to 20 weeks. I of course had my struggles with the fact that my body was not able to carry these babies full term but I was always given the strength from my Heavenly Father that I would be okay and that I would be reunited with these precious children again.

All of our kids have been delivered by c-section and after Chloe was born my doctor felt that my body would still be strong enough to carry another child without bringing harm to myself or the baby. Well when Steve and I decided to add to our family again we just had planned on having 2 miscarriages because that seemed to be the pattern. When I found out I was pregnant Steve and I kept it to ourselves and then told family so they could keep us in their prayers. I had been praying during the first part of that pregnancy that I would not start showing until we could find out what we were having. I felt that I would be more comfortable letting people know that we were pregnant after that 20 week mark. My prayers were answered, It was time to go to the ultrasound and we gave the kids quite the surprise, they were having a baby brother. That ultrasound was on December 20th 2011, by Christmas I had gone from not showing to full on pregnant.

The day after Christmas Steve and I were in a car accident that totaled our car. I was admitted to the hospital overnight to monitor the baby and again we were blessed with a continued healthy pregnancy.

I did have a few minor day stays and 1 other overnight stay in the hospital for monitoring and then on April 24th Zander came into our lives. After he had been delivered my doctor let me know that she felt it was in my best interest to have my tubes tied because my uterus was so thin. I had been praying for several months that if that was the feeling of my doctor that I would be able to feel comforted that it was the right decision. I was so grateful to feel, again, the love of my Heavenly Father in that moment of decision that it was okay and it needed to be done to keep me safe and healthy for myself and my family.

Now for the thought that came to mind yesterday. I strongly feel that if I was to have had 1 or 2 more miscarriages that it could have thinned out my uterus which could have been very detrimental with the birth of Zander. I know that Heavenly Father is watching over us every minute of every day and I feel so blessed to have 4 beautiful kids here on earth and 6 more waiting in Heaven. I am so thankful to be a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints and that I have a testimony of eternal life and forever families.

Motherhood is a Privilege

As I sat down tonight after a long day of craziness with kids & being admitted to L & D for a few hours I looked at the April Ensign and decided to read "Taking Time to Talk & Listen" by Rosemary M. Wixom.

I realized after reading, that I really need to take more time really talking and listening to my kids. I know when I have taken the time to do this in the past, my kids countenance completely changes. I love my kids so much and really want to be the best mother I can be for my kids.

"Our intentional effort to communicate better today-this very day-will bless our families eternally."

Motherhood is a Privilege and I am grateful to be blessed with such amazing kids!

Give Thanks!

As I was washing my dishes today I was feeling a bit stressed with everything that has gone on during the past couple months. I was letting myself focus on my kids constantly being sick with something or another and then I kept going over the accident that happened 2 weeks ago. As I was starting to feel sorry for myself I looked at my window to see the words Give Thanks! I am so grateful that I had put that in my window this morning with no idea that I would have needed it so much later the same day.

I realized that I have not thanked my Heavenly Father enough lately for all the good that I have in my life. Although my kids seem to be sick a lot, nothing is critical. I am so thankful that Steve & I were able to come out of our accident with only bruises and a broken bone. Even more grateful that our little boy growing inside of me was unharmed. I am thankful for our children. I am thankful for Steve’ job. I am thankful that Steve is able to continue going to school. I am thankful to have the opportunity to stay home with our kids. I am thankful to all the family, friends, & ward members that have helped us in a time of need.

There are many more things that I am thankful for but most of all I am thankful that I have the faith needed to know that Heavenly Father will ONLY allow trials (big or small) in my life if I can handle them. I truly believe that 1 of the many blessings that I have been given, is to be happy no matter what the circumstances might be. That being said I do have my bad days but I am glad that I can bounce back quickly.

“You need never be discouraged or afraid. The way through
difficulties has always been prepared for you and you
will find it if you exercise faith”
Henry B. Eyring

Resolutions Continued

Parker reminded me this morning that we forgot to make goals for his new baby brother. What were we thinking? I asked Parker if he would like to make some goals for his brother when he gets here and he gave me one of my favorite Parker answers, “Sure.”

Baby Brothers Goals
At first he wanted him to not pull hair and learn to ride a bike but I mentioned he probably would not be able to accomplish those goals just yet. As he thought for a few minutes this is what he came up with and they are perfect!

1. Love his new family
2. Smile a lot

Now the Hudson Family Goals are complete. Thank you Parker for being
such a Great big brother!!!

 

Family Night–New Years Resolutions

 

Tonight for Family Home Evening we made our New Years Resolutions.

Family Goals

1. Keeping family room and our bedrooms clean.
2. Eat Healthy (Mom needs to bake less or learn to bake healthier)
4. Exercise 1 day or more as a family

Individual Goals (except for Chloe the kids came up with their own goals)

Chloe
1. Be a brave in nursery
2. Stop pulling hair

Parker
1. Love primary
2. Ride his 2-wheel bike without crashing into people
3. Stop pulling hair

Tyson
1. Love primary
2. Work on math and reading
3. Start piano lessons with Uncle Matt

Mom
1. Learn to crochet
2. Relearn piano

Dad
1. Get good grades
2. Find an accounting job

Here’s to a Great year!!!